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I'm generally a happy person. A playful person. A funny person. An agreeable person. Even though I would deny this in public, I'm a friendly person. Nonetheless, I am a very passionate person. I love my friends more than gold and jewels. Everything in my life is strong and rich, I give my all when I care. My heart my soul my will, I extend these things to thoes around me. I try my hardest to give thoes I love the support and strength I would want in return. Not only because I may need this in the future, but because this is my way of caring. I am not one for holding back.
For thoes I do not love, they will not see me as such. I give them nothing. I share nothing. I will not care for you. Love and support and kindness and attention are for the deserving. I will give you one thing if you destroy my friendship with you, and that is hate. And that will only last as a short while. Then you will have nothing from me. Whether you like it or not. Passion is my emotion. My emotions are with passion. Be careful, you actions, your words, they can ruin something you did not know what so valuable until you had it no more. Do not let friendship slip through your fingers, it is valuable. Do not let someone who does not give their all in friendship into your life, they will bring you down.
"Friends should be kept like books, few but good."

With this said, I would like to share my ranting skill with you. Now, contrary to popular belief, ranting and raving is not only for psychiatric patients, it holds great tension relieving properties. To totally, madly, and utterly completely rid ones self of haterd and annoyance and fustration through wilding screaming or writing in a somewhat heated manner is my favorite form of meditation.

All you bitches.

 

I don’t tell you all there is to know about me – I don’t let you in my mind because I know you’ll get lost, in these thoughts like none you’ve ever seen, you’ll take your chainsaw of ignorance and hack away the unknown “debris” [precious thoughts – theory like diamonds sewn into a spider’s web] Classifying me until you think you’ve got it – got me pinned to your Styrofoam two dimensional display – in your mind you think you know me – like a butterfly, you name me – and steal the dust off my wings – but I’m not like anything you’ve ever seen and I won’t tell you otherwise because you don’t have the equipment to measure this – quit trying, quit lying to yourself that you know all there is – and telling me I set myself too far above the rest when you do it yourself: setting up a cracked magnifying glass to look at us all in – seeing only what you choose to understand. Don’t give me your testimonial until you’ve sampled the product.

 

Gutted, wasted, pampered, and self-misusing WHORE. You jaded yourself on the opiate of carnal affection. Lay your purse on the ground, your drugs on the porch, your clothes at the stairs, and your makeup in the sink, I want you without your disguise – though I know that is a vain quest. Just try. We were all born without a mask. Try to sink into the mirror and see past your image – as too much of it is adapted. Those people pleasing plastic attachments won’t save you now. I’m not going to care about that patch worked and false exterior you’ve created – I just want to rake my fingernails into your skull and see, to tell, and tell you, what’s really behind the whore. Why I call you such, because there is no other name so fitting – to one who gives what is worth nothing and harvests what they need until they are full, then the red light is out – then you leave them dead and cold – and move on – or move out from under the skin of the last victim you sucked dry [pardon the expression] and crawled into your new home – you’re all about your selfish work and nothing else – you make them believe they have some worth then with a kiss, locking lips so tight the blood surely rushes – you plunge your rotting infection into their innards, filling the throats, lungs and stomach – with hot sweet liquid for an instant, until it turns into your signature poison and the thrill dies because you’ve got all you want – the liquid carves out their heart and leaves it in the street – close to their hollowed flesh – useless and forlorn – but what do you care. Their thrill, love, excitement, trust, passion, hope….amuse you. Like a snake that’s been domesticated and plays with their shit-out-of-luck inbreed fluffy white mouse before the feast begins – but you are not a benign creature – a snake is a snake and you are a whore.